I AM WORKING ON BECOMING MORE KNOWLEDGABLE. I WILL NEVER REFUSE TO BE TAUGHT AND I CRAVE KNOWLEDGE. I HUNGER FOR IT. THE PROBLEM IS I HAVEN’T BEEN IN THE RIGHT COMPANY TO BE ABLE TO FEED. I AM DISCOVERING THAT I AM ABLE TO DO MORE FROM KNOWING MORE. I ALMOST FEEL LIKE I HAVE BEEN ASLEEP FOR A LONG TIME. I NEVER GAVE MYSELF A CHANCE IN LIFE BECAUSE I THOUGHT FOR SOME REASON I WOULD NEVER ACHIEVE THE THINGS OTHERS HAVE BECAUSE I WASN’T GOOD ENOUGH BUT THAT HAS ALL CHANGED. I HAVE HAD A DOOR OPEN FOR ME. A SPECIAL PERSON CAME TO ME THAT WAS FROM MY PAST, WAY PAST, WHEN WE REUNITED I SAW THIS AMAZING PERSON THAT I ALWAYS KNEW WOULD MAKE IT IN THIS WORLD, HE HAD ACHIEVED HIS DREAM. HE HAD DONE WONDERFUL THINGS WITH HIS LIFE. HE FOCUSED AND ACHIEVED GOALS. THIS VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE (MY HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART)OPENED A DOOR FOR ME THAT IF I WALKED THROUGH WOULD CHANGE MY LIFE. I PROCEEDED ALTHOUGH THE PEOPLE AROUND ME DISBELIEVED. I HAD FAITH IN THIS MAN, I TRUSTED AND I BELIEVED HIM. I PUT MY ALL INTO HIM, MY VERY ALL. I WAS EITHER GOING TO SINK OR SWIM AND FROM WHAT I’M FINDING OUT, I AM PRETTY GOOD AT DOGGIE PADDLEING BUT SOON ENOUGH I REFLECTED ON MYSELF AND MY PROGRESS AND I REALIZED SOMETHING, IM SWIMMING. I GAINED COURAGE AND BELIEF IN MYSELF. I GAIND CONFIDENCE AND SELF WORTH.
ANOTHER VERY IMPORTANT THING I GAINED IS THE RESPECT OF THOSE THAT SAID THEY DISBELIEVED ME AND MY CHOICE TO MAKE A CHANGE. I AM VERY PROUD OF MYSELF FOR ACCEPTING THE OPERTUNITY TO BETTER MYSELF AND FOR TRUSTING MYSELF TO DO SO. I AM VERY GREATFUL FOR THE MAN THAT BELIEVED IN ME SO MUCH THAT HE GAVE ME THE GIFT TO BELIEVE IN MYSELF. I KNOW I CAN DO ANYTHING I PUT MY MIND TO NOW AND I BELIEVE THAT BY MAKING MYSELF MORE KNOWLEDGABLE, I CAN ACHIEVE MY GOALS AND LIVE MY DREAMS….
