become a better person

I really am an awful person and I can’t seem to bring myself to becoming a better person

become better than you were yesterday. put yourself in other people’s shoes, open your heart and stop being judgmental. find things to be grateful for and learn to love life. be respectful, love yourself, and treat others the way you would want to be treated. live in the present, because living in the past or future is going to make you forget about your present life. your present creates your past. and remember it’s all a matter of perception, the way you view the world, whether you’re confident or not, it is all your brain power. do good deeds, and, if you believe in karma, good things happen to good people. volunteer :)
have an awesome life, and remember every obstacle is an opportunity for you to learn something new, it’s like a new window full of surprises. take a risk and you won’t regret it.

Goal as of:
JUNE 14TH, 2009

My friends try to tell me I am a good person, However, I know myself better than they do. I have to strive to be better. I need them to be honest with me when I do do something that upsets them. I need them to support this goal but they are to worried they will offend me. How do you get people to be honest about when you are not being the best you can be?

first i need to stop being mean. ha . yea.

I felt so good being a part of the 8:30pm-9:30pm lights out to save the world. Good job on everyone who supported.
XoXo

I always hear the saying “Reap what you sow” If you do bad then it will catch up on you and bad will happen to you in the future. The same goes for good deeds. This scares me because I am doubting the fact that I will find a good husband. During my childhood I have lied so much to people and now I have changed alot. I hope that the lies wont come back to haunt me when I am older. I have let go of most of my friends that I have lied to so that I can start fresh new relationships.

I really dont want to fall in love and then find out my man told me all lies or I dont want to believe that my husband is a good man while he is cheating on me. I am going to start reaping more good deeds…honestly. I dont want my future to be affected by my past. I am trying to make a fresh new start by creating a new body,personality and relationship with God. I am letting go off my old image by losing weight and changing up my appearance/style. I am becoming a more educated young woman. I have been educating myself by reading and watching things that will help me.

Life..or somethings like it.
For some reasons today i went to psychotherapist.Few hours spent there,and i heared a lot of things about myself..I just hope that this therapy will help me to figure out what is wrong with me and over come it.Since i can not deal with the things happening it seems to me that it had become a big problem.

I want to become a better person. First, I want to start by being helpful to the needy. Every 23rd of every month, I’m going to make 2 dozen sandwiches indvidually packed in a plastic bag and give it to homeless people that I see on the street. I will also try to donate blankets, towels and canned goods to shelters for homeless people.

I’m going to try to see if I can do more favors for people and randomly be kind. Its not that I’m a mean person who bullies the world, but I think I should just improve. Be less hateful, complain less, and try to say nicer things about people even if I don’t like them.

Maybe I should take out the “try to say nicer things about people even if I don’t like them” part cause thats impossible. Last night I had a dream that I was kicking the shet out of this girl I really hate. Great dream :D