join an improv group

Well, after the 27 plays I missed, 13 photo shoots I never got invited to, and 4 years of absolutely no acting classes, not considering a high school elective, I’m realizing my calling. After all, I can read, write, and understand the language of Sarcasm fluently and I feed energy to a scene like it’s a child on my nipple. Like all that didn’t have rich parents to provide the base for a career—well, who am I kidding? My parents had enough to put me through 4 years of school, but I never rested on something I had a genuine interest in. This improv idea may very well be another one… naahhh, I doubt that

nothing i was too serious about. i thought this would be a great way to share and spark ideas that i am of the opinion need developing. instead i think i just need to incubate awhile. its not really in me to perform, though i have been acting the fake for quite some time, i am stopping now. i am going to try and get real. i don’t know how to do that, but i sure as hell don’t need to be running around with a troop of actors. i am much more a behind the scenes kinda girl anyway.

um but i want it to be official. see i hang out with all of these theater and drama buffs. and yes there is a difference. i think i’ve just get randomly pulled into this vortex. it’s hard to explain something you need to hear and see, that you just can’t read in words. what’s the word chemistry?