change my thinking

I have developed such a negative way of thinking. I don’t come by it strangly, my mother’s this way. Not that she’s to blame. It’s not as if I do it purposely, it just happens. It’s a hard habit to brake.

I am writing down my goals .
Create jobs for the poor
I have to quit my current job attempting the same but I depend on others who do not have the same kind of enthusiasm and focus .
I will register an agency with in 30 days
I start developing new contacts and get in to new networks
Undersatand alternative way of doing things

I have been programmed by my parents school about ethics.Fine it obstructs my effort to acheive success .I want to create bigger things that would affect humanity positively and my thinking process should not have any barriers which can be translated into action

I need to change the way I think. I need help to learn how to do this.

Ok, ok….I know that in order to improve my self esteem and all these other goals on my list, I’ve gotta find some way to change my thought process. How do I just “become” optimistic? Hmmmm, I’m gonna spend this weekend (wait, wait, lemme rephrase…”try to spend this weekend…”) working on changing my thinking. Basically I’m a “glass is half-empty” kind of person….but I’m gonna try to be “glass half-full”......at least for a day, lol…

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