have better self-esteem

I’m good enough, I’m smart enough and dog ‘gone it, people like me! ;-)

I always worry about what people are gonna think of me. I feel that Im not good enough, I feel that I have to try to be better than some one just to get a guy or a friend… Im sick of it I wish I could just speak up and say whats on my mind with out worrying about being judged. I wnat to be more coky.

Sometimes confidence can be a show. It can be such a shock to learn some people we know have quite humble opinions of themselves, maybe even secrely be self-effacing. I used to think I was the only one in the world insecure about myself, but I’ve discovered people around me that aren’t so sure of themselves either.

I wonder is self-esteem something one person alone can fix? Friends and family should be able to help from time to time, but self-esteem to me seems like it’s more psychological. It’s your own perception of you. Ultimately how you see yourself, whether you like yourself, is all up to you. It’s a scary thought.

why does life have to be so fucking hard? i just don’t understand it at all. the only comfort i have in life is my razor that i cut myself with because i’m so damn depressed. i want good friends to be here for me. i want a girlfriend that i can hug when i feel depressed… i want to feel happy again…

I’d say this goal will take some time… self-esteem isn’t just something that can be tweaked with a few therapy sessions or a self-help guide.

Yah I don’t know. I was always the tomboy and I’ve played soccer for 19 years, so I don’t feel like one of those pretty girly girls you see everywhere.