Stop being stressed out!

I know that life can drag you down and make you feel crappy. I’m dealing with work and College and life just making me feel so stressed out.

Why do I let work stress me out so much? It’s not like I am responsible for the well-being of that business, I just work there! Heck I wouldn’t even care so much if they fired me. But I’ve said it before and I will say it again, 6 parties is too much for one person to do alone. Especially with the kind of help I have. The girl I had to work with today was about as slow as a parked car. She seemed like she wasn’t even there. I would tell her something to do and she would not and say “uh huh” like she understood, then when I was done, say “wait, what?” Well she had me banging my head against the wall right about the time that I realized in my confusion that I had lost my cards on which I keep track of what each party gets such as food and drink. So they were gone (I think she threw them away) so I had to rewrite the bills from memory. Yea, great fiasco that turned out to be. But seriously, why let it get me stressed? I do what I can, I can’t do any better than that and if that isn’t good enough then oh well. I will try harder tommorrow as I also have 6×6 parties tommorrow as well. Also, much homework to finish. Paper due monday and one wednesday. Test monday and tuesday, one of them is math and I don’t understand at all the problems. Power point due tuesday, 3 tempra paintings that I must complete by the end of the year along with my oil painting. Yada yada yada, blah blah blah. Life sucks.

After coming to terms with the relationship that is’nt working. And what a relief to find out that the other person thinks the same way.

Return to platonic. Be free. Set each other free. The weight that has lifted is enormous and even though I am sad about this, and now will reevaluate my recent decisions, I feel truer to myself, and to my friend, and that gives me peace.

..having moved house, moved country, moved job in the last month, and all together, and at the same time moved in with my boyfriend even though we both know it’s too early, and in the middle of starting up a business – - I am trying to stay sane? I must be mad.