never do drugs

Not even alcohol. And definitely nothing with smoke, only healthy air for these asthma-prone lungs, thank you.

I’m at an advantage in that I don’t like the taste of alcohol and just the smell of smoke makes me nauseas, but I have an addictive personality, so drugs could be a horrible combination. Or it could just be bad in the short term, cause I can’t even stand being dizzy; makes me feel like I’m going crazy. Either way, it’s very unlikely that in my situation it wouldn’t be a bad thing.

And I promise myself that if I’m ever tempted to do any drug, I’ll think about it for at least a week and talk to someone that’s good for advice (like a therapist). Cause who knows, I could change my mind and feel like it’s a good idea, even though I seriously doubt it ever will be.

And I promise that I’ll never do drugs unless I really want to (not because it doesn’t seem so bad). And I won’t only do drugs because I really want to, cause that would imply some sort of unhealthy self-medication… So yeah, never do any drugs.

(except of course like Advil and anything prescribed knock wood)

It gives my dose of ecstasy.

And with that, I wonder why people really do drugs.

Gag! Gag! Who would start, anyway?

does alcohol count as a drug?

my friends waited until i was so drunk i couldn’t move to
shotgun me pot until i couldn’t see.
does that count?

i think my friends are dangerous.

Jesus is my high.

And I never plan on starting.

I have not done drugs.
I have tried really hard to avoid it because I know that if I start I would have a problem.
but last week i looked around and realized that
all my friends are fucking drug addicts.
we’re really close, they are my family, but i’m losing them.
and it’s not normal.
and it doesn’t have to be like this.
but i don’t know how to be friends with people who don’t do drugs. as absolutely fucking crazy as that sounds.
i think my friends are in danger.
and i don’t know how to help.
and i don’t know how to get away.

I have never ever taken any drugs and have no intention of taking any ever.

I’ve never done drugs nor do i ever plan to.

that little coke phase was not a phase. i went to rehab, and am now clean like 2 and a hlaf months. :)

no drugs/ alcohol