okay, so i’ve gotten it in my head that i want to move to london and live with my brother for awhile. in order to do this i’m going to need help since i’m a little lost as to how to accomplish the whole getting a job part.
help in this case will mean telling everyone i know and asking them to be the wonderful resources i know that they are. help will mean telling everyone that i’ve got my hopes up around this and if in the end it doesn’t work out, asking for help now will mean telling everyone that i couldn’t make it happen. it’ll mean irrational failure flutters and worst case daydreams. this whole entry might qualify as the beginning of a worst case daydream.
i’m very stubborn (along with every other woman in my family), and i like to be able to figure it all out on my own. this just isn’t going to be one of those times. crap.
