FranRachel is living the life of a teacher!
to stay away from a goal like this, as its WAY broad and not really “measureable” (sorry, special ed teacher, I think in terms of measurement) but I need to put it down somewhere to remind me that this is something I desperately need to work on. I am stressing SO hard right now…and I KNOW that worrying isn’t doing anything for me, that nothing I worry about will change anything, but I can not seem to turn my racing head off. I just got a call from my lawyer that the woman who hit me 3 years ago does not intend to show up tomorrow for the deposition…he wants me to go through with it anyway but that makes me totally uneasy. Here I was thinking tomorrow would be the end of this whole mess, now I know it will just drag on. That coupled with all the work stress…I feel like I might just snap and completely remove myself from communication at all, shut myself down for a little while and thats never good. Guess I just needed to get this out. Hopefully my next entry will be a bit more proactive toward resolution for the goal.
