start a new life

I’m drinking a bottle of wine, a good Argentinian wine, and I’ve just found this. When I read some of the entries I realized I was not the only one. I’ve got separated almost two years ago and have two children who are far away from me. I’m from Venezuela and I live in Mérida, a very small city sorrounded but high mountains. I really feel as if I were in jail in this fucking city. I’m sick of this too. I’m down most of the times and I really wanna move and find another job. I can’t find any girlfriend to share with. I feel really frustated. I’d like to move to Barquisimeto, a bigger Venezuelan city or I’d even like to move abroad.

I am sick of living this life. I need a change in my life.

I have wasted years of my life just “going through the motions”. I have never made an effort to better myself. I’m afraid of change and will hold on to what I have until it leaves. I would love to pick up and start a new life, new job, new friends. But I won’t…

Well, the moneysite is dead, but I don’t mind at all.
I will quit from the University from September, and go to another in Szeged, I will study law. I can hardly wait! :)

I get bored way to easy and im sick of living in maryland i want to get out and do something maryland is fun but i want something different i want to move to a different country learn a language, a different culture, im sick of the norm… but how do you do something like that… i have a great job.. i always tell my wife lets just drop everything and go she is deff for it.. im 25 no kids rent an apartment what is stopping me…. i feel like i have too much invested in my life to just drop and go….

I have just come out of the messiest break up you could imagine. he cheated, kicked me out of my own home then moved her in. the one week later i crashed my car. and got a disiplinary warning from work. things need to be turned around. x

I am a curse. Everything i do seems to mess up. I ruin everything i touch. My life has been shit for years, my precious daughter doesnt even live with me cos i was a drug addict….actually I was clean when my dad took her to live with my gran. I still take drugs to try n escape but its useless. I can control my habit cos my partner- who I left yesterday has the money to fund it. So Im lucky there. Its easier than being an escort, done that too.
All i do is lie in bed all day crying and sleeping to forget all my problems, but it doesnt even work. most of this comes from my own home. His children have made my life unbearable. I cant even write anymore about the hell i live in.
i see my life being chipped away at, my soul is sunk to depths unreachable. I feel helpless, ive no strength, i feel weak and i loathe it. Did I say all i want is love?

Hi my name is Luke. i’m on the vorge off ending my life. I think my life is so boring i’m a recovering Drug And Alcohol addict and i just moved back home.I’m only 16 i dont go 2 school our work because i’m scard of meeting new people thats why i’m on this site.I Just want to lourn how to talk to people and i realy want 2 get of my ass and do some thing with my life.I regret every thing i have done in my past and i rely need help.Can some one give my some advice how 2 start a new life because i have no idea on how 2

I Wish I Could Start My Life All Over Again

My first entry: I feel mylife is on one big ferris wheel, continuously moving at an uncomfortable pace.(I hate heights,& the BIG wheel)
I have had many ups and many many downs throughout time. It seems the good times follow the sad and the sad follow the good, never an even balance. (am I bipolar?) I am currently been going thro a a bad cycle which seems to have lasted for nearly 4years. I live in hope that this bad spell will end and the joyfulness and enjoyment of lifes pleasures soon to return… jon

I can’t believe I found this web site. I thing this is so good for people like us.I really wish the best for everybody that’s doing this.I don’t know much at all about it but I’ve read some comments that really made me feel like I’m at the place to start my new life.I really don’t know how or where to start hopefully this is my answer.Good Luck to all of you.