karamoss is excited!
i gave it away yesterday. so i wont wanna smoke it. and im done SERIOUSLY…
but i have to make sure…
How I did it: I realized that i was stressed and that made me want to smoke. I also realized that a lot of the problem was my ex boyfriend heath who i broke up with only 9 days ago but im so happy i did. Not only did i give up cigarettes but i gave up unhealthy sex, and belitting that he did to me. I feel so good now and i have so much more time on my hands and i love love love it.
Lessons & tips: just figure out where the route of the problem is, & realize that in each cigarette you are smoking there is enough chemical to last you a week for your weekly chemical intake. If you drink and smoke well man you have like so many chemicals in your body its no wonder people get cancer. yep, just quit trust me you'll feel healthier and you wont smell up a room when you walk in. Personally people who smell like cigarettes including me smell like trailer trash.
Resources: emancipate yourself from mental slavery none but ourselves can free our minds.
karamoss is excited!
i gave it away yesterday. so i wont wanna smoke it. and im done SERIOUSLY…
but i have to make sure…
karamoss is excited!
my friend just bought me a pack. & i really dislike the fact that she did.
ive smoked 3 out of it the day i got them. thats it. that was thursday. today is monday.
karamoss is excited!
today it crossed my mind that i just wanted one and i wasnt drinking alcohol….. ew NO. i can not let this continue.
everyone says that if you dont smoke Dont Start. ugh bad mistake.
karamoss is excited!
im starting to notice my teeth turning yellow.
& thats not what you want. the next time i drink.. im going to have self control!
karamoss is excited!
was… uhm sunday morning.
i so only have 4 cigarettes in my pack and i plan on just giving them away like i did the 4 before.
im kinda nervous bout the next time i drink since that is when i smoke. ima try my hardest to resist!
karamoss is excited!
i only do this when im drinking..
butt.. i gotta stop
its gross.
iwilsur5 is at school
Today, actually yesterday, I decided it was time to stop smoking these cancer filled sticks. Honestly, as I write I still would like one but I not going there. So, today I continue this journey of being cigarette free. Needless to say, I may not be completly (you know, one or two here n there, its progress) free but the goal is to QUIT. Ohhhh and yes I am doing it by sheer will power and mass quantities of chewing gum.
I am trying but it seems to be my answer to my stress. It is so natural to reach for a cigarette to relax me or help me through a situation. This is a sickness and I see that now. I’m really trying, no more excuses.
funkyfriedcutie has boys on her mind
yup.. I don’t think I’ll ever stop. Been smoking for over 5 years now… I love me my cigarettes!