make it work with my childrens father...

and I don’t think its gonna stop. I’m afraid we fight because we aren’t the right person for one another. We are both equally good parents, and I am lucky to have a father like him for our kids, but I worry that we can’t get thru it all.
So I’m bipolar and found out about seven months into our relationship( we’ve been friends for 8 years prior)and it was really difficult for both of us. I know that if I wasn’t pregnant then he may very well have left, but he didn’t. Since then,about a year and a half ago, its been up and down, new meds, side effects, saddness, anger… you name it. Anyhow I really feel like he harbors a resentment towards me for all of it. He says he doens’t and its in my head. But whenever the shit hits the fan, it always becomes about how hes still getting over the way my disorder makes me act. I’m not blaming the disorder, but if your not bipolar its hard to fully get it.
Back to he and I though, I’m afraid that all the damge done before we found the right medicine to help stabilize my emotions was too much for him. Then part of me says that if it was too hard for him, then hes not strong enough to be my man anyways. Even though all the lengths hes gone thru for us and our kids proves his strength. Gosh, I have so many privilages in this life, don’t get me wrong, I’m getting by like the majority of the population, but I’m afraid that we won’t be able to do this. And of all the things in this life I’d like to have, its for us to be happy… together.