be loved for who I am

Dear self ,I know you’re feeling down right now, I know your conlicts inside,who else can know all these better than me?
I know you’re chubby, but you still look great with tighter clothes ,I know you’re worrying about going to beach next Saturday ,the bikini thing ,and the western people thing.But still ,I’m telling you”you’ll be all right”,and people will find you fun cause you own a big personality ,leave the desperation alone ,it will disappear somehow.
I know you’re not studying efficiently at all ,and it’s not your fault,it’s just the process of adjusting yourself to a totally new environment, totally different culture ,what you have already done is amazing in some ways.
The one will find you attractive ,anyway.
Don’t be afraid anymore ,when you’re only 21 ,when being young means so many choices ,common!
Parents love you ,friends love you ,the one destined for you will love you .Most importantly ,I love you till the end of your life,no matter what you did or what you’re doing ,no matter whether the sun is shining .

To not care what others think, to be able to be myself, and to be loved for it, that would be heaven.

The people in my life are my friends not because I am popular and beautiful or because they want someone cute to stand by in a picture, but because they see someone genuine and trustworthy and funloving. I hope the people in my life find me vastly more irreplaceable than some other people.

I just want someone to talk to

I am who I am and claim to be nothing more than who I am. Why should I be an illusion of reality for another’s comfort?

(:

just “un amour reciproque et franc”...

I think this is true. Not sure what happens now but I know that I am loved.

Why do we feel the need to become someone we’re not just to please someone else?
Why do we choose to omit certain episodes or times in our lives that we feel they wouldn’t approve of?
Why do we feel the need to apologise for things we may have done before we even knew them?
Why do we worry that if they knew the real ‘us’ then they would choose to go?
Why are we so afraid to put their love 2 the test?
Love should be un-conditional, not being afraid to tell them who you are and how you feel. It should be accepting the good and the bad. It should come from the heart.
I know this is how it should be.
So why am I still here…..??

this is all i really want. i mean im so so tired of people trying to change me or falling for some chick they invented in their minds that HAPPENS to be named sk. i think that if somebody TRULY loves somebody for who they REALLY are, then it’s like the only true love out there.
sometimes i dont think my parents, my closest friends, ANYONE loves me for who i am. but i can see why- im like, a piece of shit