be closer to my friends

I spoke about my two best friends and how close we were and it was true but now for some reason, i dont kno why but we havent been talkin lately and its not like anything significant happened to cause us to stop talkin we jus havent been talkin..i miss them its true and i wish we were talkin alot more and hanging out like we use to but its not really affecting me like it usually would. i feel like its whatever, i have alot goin on with myself and if someone doesnt want to talk to me or be my friend or whatever the case may be then so be it..dont get me wrong i do love them but honestly ive always felt like i was the one to be the bigger person or just basically make this friendship work and im just tired of it we been friends on and off for almost nine years now. i was want to live my life and be happy, so whoever wants to do that with me im fine with that

i have two best friends from high school and i love them they’re my sisters and i have another really good friend from as long as i can remember but she lives in another state now. so im mainly with my other two friends alot but i would really like to get closer to them and form an unbreakable bond because i will be moving out of state soon and really want us to remain as close as we are.. i wish they would move to the same state as me but i dont know..you never know what could happen

I have friends and people I do things with but I would really like to have friends that I am close to. Letting someone know you can be scary but it’s a good thing and I don’t want to be scared of it anymore. Plus when you let someone get to know you usually they let you get to know them and nothing is as exciting to me as getting to know someone.

i always feel so distant at parties and other gatherings. I wish i could listen to them better and be moer empathatic to their situations.