Cry more

I usually end up yawning or laughing when what I really want to do is cry! I usually laugh so hard that I do cry… but still.

I also probably internalize a lot of that crying….

supposedly its healthy to laugh at least once a day, and cry at least once a week. I don’t cry, I come close to tears a lot, and I feel like shit, and when I do cry, it lasts forever and its not a pretty sight at all….

I need to cry more.

From crying.
From reality.
From pain,
from expression

Crying.

Many people want to cry. It can be a totall let go of everything around you. We see crying as, something sad has happened. Or the physical ‘pain’.

Some people cry for no reason. This is a big no no. Again with the REASON, to cry. If something bad is happening in your life. THEN CRY. If something sad happened on a tv show, CRY. If someone is rejecting you, CRY.

For some, crying may be the easy way out of things. Some thing crying is the anwser for the weak.

Crying is ok, it`s what you do when you can`t controll the current hapenening. And asure your self, that once it`s happened. And once you`ve cried over it. It will never happen again.

bad relationship situation + birth control pills to cause dysfunction in hormones = tear production factory

I want to have one of those crying sessions that leaves you feeling completely cleansed and totally drained.

...first cry of the year!...

....first cry in a year. well that was unexpected. it’s been a tough week. i’ve feared this past year that once the tears came they never would really be able to stop. well they stopped. it just took awhile. a long awhile. hopefully they won’t build up for another year. kudos to tears.

I have alot of stuff going on in my life right now that is getting me more and more depressed. All I do anymore is go in my room and cry. All my friends are going to Europe this summer(most of these people r my exchange student friends who I may never see again.) My boyfriend just stopped talking to me…and I have no idea why. And my mother is going in for her 6th surgury on Friday…and I’m not sure if shes going to make it. I just feel so alone. Sorry for everyone that read this…very depressing I know, Sorry.

Nearly cried today.
I was watching Finding Neverland, I honestly wanted to cry. Just let those salty watery secretions come flowing out of my lacrimal duct. But I didn’t. I couldn’t. I’m not sure why. I mean, I was alone in my room. No one could hear me if I wanted to cry. I just didn’t.
My eyes are teary though…it is due to the fact that I have colds and having watery eyes is one of its symptoms.

I’m like a lot of people on this list in that I was unsure what “more” was going to mean. But, I feel some sense of release in the tears I’ve shed lately.
I too, talked to one of the people who I really love in this world (also “the one who got away”) and it was much harder than I thought it was going to be. So, a lot of the tears were for him, over him, because of him, what have you. I feel okay about that. He’s worth it. I wish that he could find the same release that I did and get to do that sort of grieving too.
All in all, it’s felt really good to get out some of those emotions. I’m doing much better because of it.