say what I'm thinking, when I think it

I do.
Just not all the time with my boyfriend.
I found a happy medium with saying what I’m thinking and saying what needs to be said.

This is something that I have a little trouble with. It may be out of a misguided sense of politeness but it stops you from interacting with people and being more comfortable with your own opinions. So have at it…

I am telling my exgirlfriend what I think now. I tell her all the time how I feel or what I think about things.
And she actually listens. And I’m glad.

I’ve actually started doing this more at work. People don’t step all over me anymore. But I get into more arguments. Oh dear.

I’m really not. I don’t like saying the things I want to.
People walk all over me at work. Its horrible.
I need to learn to speak up.

Apparently I need to work on this. Me and Jamie got into a… discussion the other day about something and I just sat there thinking about all the things I could say but I never got up the courage (or really felt the need to) tell her the things that were floating around in my head. She even asked me what I thought, or if I had anything to say and I just shook my head and said no.
I need to work on this. Alot.

(Although I don’t need to work on it in front of our friend Shayna b/c I will be a bitch to her. Eeek.)

I secretly hate it when people talk about their children or getting pregnant because I know I probably won’t ever have that.

I’m getting better at this.
Exception: Girlfriend asked me if I was mad at her and I said no. I wasn’t mad though, I was upset with her. She asked me if I didn’t want her to get her tongue pierced, I told her I didn’t care. Truth: I don’t want her to, it creeps me out.
Oh well. I’m telling everyone else what I’m thinking. Yay? I guess I just need to get better at telling my girlfriend what I think when she askes.

Well… I’m getting better at it.
Can’t decide if its good or bad yet.

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I don’t do this quite enough.
I never really say what I’m thinking when I think it.
I always keep those things to myself.
And I’ve decided I need to just SAY whats on my mind.