be thin again

Lost 31lbs!!!!

I’ve lost 20lbs!!!!!

I’m a mother of two young children 11 months and 3 years and during pregnancy and the last 3 years ive gained 60lbs :(... Im going away in Mid April and im DETERMINED to wear a Bikini on the beach.. I will be starting a strict diet with work out plan tomorrow I want to try to lose 50lbs by mid April!!!! If anyone has any secrets let me in on them!!!!!!! Good luck every1!!!

at the beginning of last year i recovered from anorexia. now i am a fat slob – i have put on nearly 40 pounds. i eat like a cow. and i cry all the time.

i don’t want to be this hideous person anymore.

i want my old body.

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i want to lose it all… I am young and i should beable to feel young..not fat and gross and 60~ my goal is to lose 130lbs..that will put me at 130 which is what i used to weigh 5 years ago before i had 2 kids!! so hopefully ill see all that 130lbs of grossness Go and never return!~

thin=sexy

ok…so it’s 8months or so later…i’m a lil bit heavier…who cares…what i’m doin right now (and not too badly) is just eating a normal amount of healthy food on everyday of the wk except friday which is my guilt-free day and that doesnt mean i totally pig out…once i say 2 myself on a friday just eat it cuz u can i no longer feel like eating it so much…so i dont. Anyway guilt-free fridays r working for me, even tho it’s only been 8 days into this thing so far, but considering i’ve had 2 go 2 two buffet dinners i think it’s been quite good. I’m quite proud of myself if i do say so myself! just have to keep it up now, 1 down, only 19 to go!!!

of being fat! 7 yrs ago a 13yr old me looked in the mirror as a uk size 12 and decided to lose a little weight. 7 yrs later i look in the mirror at a uk size 16 gallumphing pig! or something of the kind. 3 stone heavier than when i started out. Anyway i want to lose weight and just keep losing weight and just see how thin i can get and finally fit into all those size 12 clothes that have been waiting for me at the back of my wardrobe for 7 long years. and then lose some more weight so those size 12 clothes are comfortable on me. and that’s it. that’s ALL i want! that’s ALL i’ve wanted for the last 7 yrs. is it too much to ask for?? is it sooo impossible that even after 7 yrs i’m still not there? every january i’m at a higher weight that the previous one. should i just give up already??? i think this’ll be my last try. i’ll give it one last go. and then i will give up. i just have 2 remember that it’s hard, but it’s not impossible. Now is the first hour of the rest of my life.

ok…sooooo I have 17 days left as my counter fingy tells me and uess what I am down to under my weight I was before at 104.6 pounds…so woooo… I feel a lil scrawny tho :S but still want to carry on and have everyone be like ooo u look nice on my birthday… ooo I can’t wait… soo wish me luck in getting rid of a few more pounds…perhaps to be 98 lbs…perhaps that is a bit of a wish too far….ooo went in a shop tried on UK6/US2 and theywere loose so that gave me abit of a spurt to carry on… . muchio lovio x x x

I am 5 foot and when i lost weight i went from 122 pounds down to 105 pounds. But then i got all relaxed about it and am hovering around 112. If i eat ultra sensibly i reckon i can lose the weight again which would be good but then i wouldn’t be very happy always being focused on food :(. I am trying to recover from my purging and i read a lil reply on this girls fingy and it said that her gag reflex didn’t work on her fingers anymore and i thought thats what is happening to me!!!. It takes so much time when before I used to be in and out in like 5 minutes and so it causes more chance of getting found out :S. I want to stop purging though cos I have started to feel the effects of it and also its not normal. Plus half terms are especially difficult cos everybody is eating so much food and it looks rude when i don’t.
Wish me luck on getting happier and thinner … x
so wish me luck