be happily anti-social, as opposed to slightly bitterly anti-social

I am literally forced to be anti-social for a month, because I am recovering from an operation and stuck at my parents house, who live in the middle of nowhere. Now, I am 26 and have been living away for the past 8 years, so being back home is just getting on my nerves….and it is SO far away from all my friends. So I wish I could be slightly less bitter and take it for the experience – getting better while enjoying the time to watch every episode of Men in trees, reading and enjoying the view. Will try :)

I’m going to stay at home with my cats, books, roses… alas, and a couple of writing/translation projects. Maybe I’ll think a few times about my miserable childhood, what with my parents fighting every day and night (nights were much worse) and not inviting any guests at all, it’s no wonder that I’m not exactly the life and soul of the party.

And then we will see.

(Miserable is used just for poetic purpose).

Complete “computer nerdism” seems to be one way of going about this.. I have been studying computer science for a little more than one year now, and when I get stuck in a really “interesting” (if that’s the word you want to use) C++ or Java problem, you really forget about anyone else…

The obvious drawback is of course the risk of loosing all your friends that you’ve spent years on getting to know really well… Oh well, I guess you’ll have to prioritize… :/

When your computer is your only real friend, I guess you’re quite happy… In a way… ;)

(By the way: I studied molecular biology for a while… That didn’t have anywhere near the same effect, though!)

Just like it sounds, bitches. I am anti-social beyond reason. The only problem is I’m anti-social mostly because I simply don’t like people, but occasionally I feel that I’m anti-social because i am bitter.
I by no means want to become social. It would just be nice to go back to being anti-social for reasons that do not involve others.