be loved by the one i love

no feeling tops it when someone that isnt your family loves you unconditionally. :D

the guy that i’m with makes me sometimes wonder if he loves me or just wants to use me. we don’t spend much time together because he is always on the go. but when he is home, he dont always make me feel like i’m a priority to him other than sex or if he needs me to do something for him. when he’s away, sometimes i can’t hear cater to you (his ring on my phone) enough, and sometimes i don’ hear it at all. i dont want to base my life around him but i am willing to do whatever it takes to please him. the only thing is that i dont feel like he does the same. sometimes i feel like the queen of his world, other times i feel like i dont exist to him. how could you love someone and can go 24 hours or more without calling, at least just to hear my voice. i wonder if sometimes im in denial of our relationship not being a good one because everyone else around us think things are going so well, but them not even knowing how it is between me and him. i really love him and i do whatever it takes to please him but i’ve come to realization that you can’t make a man love you no matter how hard you try. so ladies , or guys, if you’re reading this, understand that if someone wants to be with you, they’ll make out time for you no matter how busy they are. it should be just how you are doing the unlimited for them. it’s ok to be on the receiving end as well as.

loved by the 1 I love, it be non-platonically, it be platonically

You know when you just get lost in a moment, he is kinda like one of those. I lose myself in him! He’s special.

out of nowhere!i love when i’m gettin’ unexpected gifts!!!

it may seem so stupid but i actually felt this yesterday… i got a small full of meaning present that simply made my day..i really do not ask too much from love:)

things are hard to get when it nothin’ one can specifically do for that goal…