get a new job that I love

I have an idea of what kind of job that I would love, but I’m in some weird way terrified. And I know why—I feel that I have to be confident about my ability to do a good job at the job that I am currently at. And I am getting better at it. Before I can move on to a new job, I want to be confident in my job-skills in general. And that is taking practice.

Bluh. This shit is not easy.

I totally want to get a new job that I love, the company i work for now, 2 days before payday they gave me a 68% pay cut for the last two weeks i worked! AHHHH! it was terrible. Where my job has nothing to do if they get more sales. They constantly talk about the people who work there, and the people who left, it is so gossipy, i really dislike that. I worked at another company and loved my job, i just didn’t like what the company stood for. So it’s back to finding another job that I will totally love.

I didn’t get the job from my last entry. And I don’t know if this will be something I LOVE…but I see it as a possible step. If I don’t like it, at least it’ll help me further learn what I do and don’t like. I do know that I’m a lot less likely to have to do customer service with the general public. (Whew.)

We shall see!

...I don’t know if it’ll be something I LOVE, but I think it would be a good fit for me. Keeping my fingers crossed!

At first, i didn’t like the place too much, but as time progressed, i got to know the staff better.
I really like working there, but i get so tired by the end of the day.

My work has a “break” so I’m going to apply like crazy! We’ll see what happens.

Yes, I will. As soon as I make it through work next week. :P

3 in fact. All next week. At first I felt a little overwhelmed especially with work now, but I will take it one step at a time and remain calm.

...not that I’ve gotten any offers or interviews. But the fact that now my commute, which was previously pretty uneventful, will now be longer due to events completely out of my control is driving me crazy. And it’s only the first day! Maybe construction will go faster than anticipated. Maybe they’ll run more trains.

Definitely either need to move closer or get a job closer to home!!!

My current manager was asking around to see who would be staying and would go. I preferred to keep it quiet, but it turns out I’m not the only one with second thoughts.

It was interesting because a co-worker who I really like (although I like everyone within my immediate work group) was kinda sad. She also talked about being worried she “settled” although she thought it was more because for the most part, she really likes the people here too. She also said the next several months will become more exciting and that I should stay for it. I don’t know. In my heart I don’t think so.