look like "myself" again

I got the best haircut I’ve ever had in my life, and I feel so much more “me!” It’s short and messy and a little bit darker, and it makes me wake up in the morning and throw on dark eye makeup and pleather pants, just like I did years ago before I got fat, stopped cutting my hair, lost all the weight, and forgot how cute I can be.

I also really want tattoos now. I feel like they belong on me.

If I could lose just a couple of pounds and be back to my skinny weight, I don’t think I could look better! But hey, I’m not overweight, so I can’t complain.

i’ve been remembering how much i used to love thrift shopping and big hair and gaudy clothes, and it makes me wonder how i could have ever forgotten. i’m trying to re-accumulate a closet full of tacky and silly things that look like me.