find something I'm good at

So I made a list of things I want to be good at. Two of those things were drawing and painting. I’ve made some little steps with my drawing and its been a VERY long time since I’ve done anything beyond idle doodling. Following online tutorials are helping and while I feel myself getting a bit better I still feel completely inadequate. While I can see what I’m doing wrong AFTER the fact, its frustrating. Though I guess you have to be a shit artist for a while until you become a decent one, right? ):

Hi my name is kimberly i am a senior this year and i am good a babysitting cleaning and helping people out

I’ve started running distance for my high school, and I do not regret it at all! I’ve met so many people and have found relaxation and pride within the sport of running itself. Really, try it!

I realized there are a few things I’m good at, but haven’t done them in a very long time. I am a pretty decent bowler (I carry a 170 average). I also am pretty good at flying stunt kites (I’ve actually done it professionally if you’d believe that).

I should take some pride in that fact, but since I haven’t done either of them in a long time, I keep forgetting that I’m actually good at doing those activities.

I had a job back in 2000, I was a cashier. I was horrible at it. I never kept eye contact with anyone. Plus I felt like everyone was laughing at me. I later quit my G.E.D. classes for the same reason. I always feel like a big fat stupid idiot whose good for nothing. I love the ideal of knitting. I’ve bought the needle and the yarn. Yet I’ve never knitted. The same with the guitar. It was an xmas present back in 1999. I never learned to play. The same with sewing. The sewing machine sits in a box. I want to find something I can do well. And be proud of myself for it

my problem in life is that I’m good for nothing! If only I had some kind of a talent or something…lefe would have been so much easier. I don’t know what to do with my life…I don’t know what to work and study…it’s so depressing