Stop writing other people's fairytales and start living in my own

My dear 43T friends, it’s been more than two months since I’ve last posted, and I’m very sorry.

However, the reason I haven’t, is because I’ve finally, found the person right for me. <3

I’m done writing other people’s perfect, romantic fairytales at last—and I’m finally living in one of my own. He was my best friend, and now he’s my boyfriend—we’ve been together for two weeks and a bit, but it feels like forever. =)

It’s so hard to explain how I feel like when I’m with him, but he makes me so strong and weak at the same time, but it’s really, a lovely feeling. I always wanted to save my first relationship and kiss for the right person, and now that I’ve found him—well, I feel like I can do anything really. <3 What a feeling.

The only reason I’m doing this is because I’m sick of writing other people’s fairytales. As dramatic as it sounds, it is sadly quite true.

Ever since I was in sixth grade I was always that messenger between my friends, the only girl that was friends with both girls and boys—therefore I was that ‘link’ for other girls to communicate with guys. I feel like the messenger that will never get the message—always the bridesmaid, never the bride.

My situation got even worse last year when I ended up getting two of my friends to meet—the two only got together because I thought they were a good couple. Eventually I literally ended up organizing/setting up their dates, what each has to say to each other, and more. It was horrible.

I know that that was quite stupid of me, but it breaks my heart having to see my friends so helpless, and most of the time I just ‘help’ them without realizing it.

I’ve never been in a relationship, yet I’m that person that my friends go to to get the scoop/the message. That will soon change. The new school year’s about to begin.