help

What I want to be, but all I know is in some small way I’d like to help.

I can help

Well i believe in helping family but how much do i have to go through!!!!! After Hurricane IKE my relatives moved in with me and i’ve only had my house for 5 months. I have no problem helping family but they have trashed my new home!!!! I’m so upset I just dont know what to do. I want to tell them to leave and i don’t care where they end up but the problem is that they got little kids that i care about and i dont have the heart to kick them out. What do i do???? They have been with me since September and i want them out! Another problem is that i’m anti-social. I don’t know what to do…I want my house to be the way it was before they ruined everything and after they leave i’m going to end up with trying to fix everything that has been trashed. WHY!!!!!! ME!!!!!

I’m so freaking mad!!!

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In anyway I can.

Bbi how was ur day?
mine was good.
lol.
thought about what you wrote to me all dayy.
i want to be with you no matter what.
i dont wanna lose you to anything.
idc what ur parents say.
well a lil bit
but….
how old are you?
your 16 almost 17 and i think well pretty sure you can make decissions on your own now.
i dont think you want ur mom or dad controling you for the rest fo ur life.
ik you seem like you need to listen to yours parents and me to do the same with mine but i think we well you are old enough to make your own decissions.
your very mature and very intelligent and BEAUTIFULL and im LUCKY to have you.
its very hard to find someone as loving,sweet,beautifull, and as amazing as you are.
in every relationship i think the first well month or two are the hardest to overcome with everything.
things will work out.
ohhh by the way when is your birthday?
lol
my friendz say that we are the cutest grl couple ever and that they wanna see me be happy.
there all like if she cheats on u i will break her face im like nahh she wont and then there like well im a watch u w/e ur @ a bi grl or a guy just to make sure u wont cheat on her.
im like nahhhhh i actually LOVE some one this time adn DONT wanna screw it UP.
soo tell em what you think about this?
I love you SarahJane<333 with all my heart till the day that i die<3

though times have been hard for u i have always told u to call me,
but u always forget or that is what u have always told me;
u let ur heart move away for the things u love and u have always had a problem letting people in,
but dont let me tell u to stop ur foolish wondering around the dead;
and in these passed few weeks u have sealed ur slef in ur room with darkened certains and newpaper covered walls! u think that no one hears u call out her name,
but i can;
pictures fill ur head with her but mine filled with ur’s.
i WILL tell u to stop ur foolish wondering, and start anew with me.

~Captain Bonz <3

You know what I’m talking about. EVERYONE knows what I’m talking aobut. I CAN”T TAKE IT ANY MORE!!!!!!!!! HELP ME FIND MY PATH ON THIS!!!!!

the world always seems to be against you, but if you think about it, its just creating obsticals and new oppertunities. i used to think the world was against me, i had tough years, but all of that has a made me a stronger person. i want to give something back, except to those who hurt me most.

And, another part of our daily prayer, ”...please help keep our family safe and healthy, and help bring home the missing safe and healthy…”

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