stop feeling so awkward around things i'm not used to

I live my life in awkward and it’s not really all that bad.

I’m in college. I have been at school since Thursday and it’s been pretty okay. I have felt a little weird hanging out in this guy’s dorm room, but I think that mostly had to do with the fact that he is kind of weird and he kept the door closed.

But, honestly, I feel so completely awkward around any mention of drugs or alcohol. This (cute) guy invited my roommate (and by extention, me) to a party. Kirsten (my roommate) mentioned there is going to be alcohol and I can still go even though I don’t drink. But I avoided parties with beer in high school and I kind of want to do the same at college? Or, at least, feel a little more comfortable on campus before going down to a frat house for a party. (I mean, I’ve only been at school for two days.)