Get It Done!

all the worring about college and what I don’t understand about it was totally, compleatly, utterly, useless. Because I’m (probably) not going anyway.

So I stressed and worried and over-thought for nothing. Maybe I should try relaxing?

ze new list…

• return both apps.
• wait for a reply.
• don’t freak.
• Find a job I can deal with and kiss ass for more referances
• Hang out and have a smoke until -September Friday.-
• Stop making lists because nobody knows what’s going on, obviously

It feels like plans for my life change more often than it does for other people….inconvience?

• Take the ACT
• Computer assesment test
• Pay for my classes somehow
• Get books

I figure that once my fall semester is over, I won’t be so in the dark about all this. So I’ll be fine by mid-aug.

Okay so I have to pay for my ACT somehow. I think it’s like $46, not a problem, but WHEN AND HOW do I pay?

UUUGGGH. Why can’t life just be simple and not confusing?

Computer compentency test,
ACT (again),
Figure out how I get the scholorship to pay for my classes,
Find books,
Do my Senior project right,

I feel incrediably lost in this whole college/hope I can graduate world.

I took the compass test, I know I got a good score. I kick butt at algebra and geometry. I just can’t take a timed test, which is why my ACT math score was low. I guess on more than half of it, I freaked.

Well now I just have to schedual my fall classes, pay (somehow) and get books in order. I found a website that has books for like $20-50 (chegg.com). and I already have $2,000 for the fall and winter semester, so I’m all set until like…marchish.

I just have to take the compass test because, obviously, I’m so horriable at math. Yes, even with my advanced math classes. Screw you, standardized tests!

All I need to do is take that test and schedual. Then I’m set for fall.

Ah ha, so the fin aid is done! I just need to go take a math placement test since my ACT score was so low (how funny, I had honors math class). THEN I can do the schedualing.

After that, I think I’m done until the bill comes.

I have to call the college to do something with my financial aid. I had no idea, nobody told me about that. I don’t even know if my app got sent it.

two people for references

My mom filled out the Fafsa while on the phone with me. I wish I could have been there, too.

I really can’t stand these scholorship essays I have to write. I’d rather get a job and pay for it myself. I’m still looking for ones I just have to apply too or like a pell grant.

I’m expecting $500 to $2000 from the fafsa. Which will cover my ass for one or two semesters.