Do more things for me.

i do everything for me now. i don’t have a problem with doing my own thing and not caring what anyone else thinks. lol

i think that i’m just going to work on relaxing. maybe i should just completely clear my head of everything and figure out who i am.. i just need to forget about all the bullshit going on in my life and just have some effing fun. i need to do this for me and me only. if i don’t.. then i’ll be doomed to live in misery and i’ll never be happy.

yay i did something for me! i went and hung out with a friend and just kicked it. it was pretty cool. we played gears of war and drank. and then we went to another friend’s house and chilled there until some douche bags came over.. but yeah. it was fun. it felt nice to finally do something that i wanted to do.

i’m moving out of my apartment that i live in with my mom and i’m moving to colorado. a place that i’ve been wanting to live in for as long as i can even remember. it’s going to happen now and no one can stop me.

yeah so i’m going to start my fucking tee shirt company if it’s the last damn thing i do. i’ve always wanted to do it and i’m going to so help me.

finally i’ve done this, and i have been struggling since my akward junior high days. My senior year I’ve taken time for myself, letting myself think and do things relaxing. i love it and it really makes you happier.