Have sex (not before i'm married or with the right person, but i'm really curious as to what all the fuss is about)

I have a feeling this goal will take a while…theres now way I will have sex before I’m married, I’m religious. Sex was made to do with someone you love, not for pleasure. It’s one thing you can share with that person. And hey, maybe thats why your XXbroken_againXX. You had sex when you shouldn’t have.

I’ve done everything but sex, and i’m just waiting for that guy

I’m 18 and still a virgin. Not by choice, but not that I’m that sexual anyway. I guess I can’t even get past the whole “french-kissing” thing. Too worried that they’ll have eaten something I’m allergic to, and then my tongue will swell up and then they’ll choke and…okay, off-tpoic and weird but, those are just weird worries. Plus, feeling it wiggle around in your mouth is gross. xD

I’m also too afraid of “the pain”. What if it’s weird and awkward afterward? Don’t people ever feel somehow not as special anymore?

all this bullshit with dating and romance.. i guess just fuck and have fun.. sex is good for health.. so be it

who cares if your married or with the right person if you want to talk my email is elizabethleggett55@yahoo.com