Im starting to slightly worry about the way that I live life. While at university it was all work hard and have lots of fun, but real life doesn’t really keep that going.

I mean, I go to work, come home and pretty much live life waiting to see my friends. The problem with this is that my best friends are my university friends and they all live about 2 hours away, thankfully in the same sort of area. Due to everyones schedules and finances, we cant meet up as often as we like, but we try at least to make it once every one or two months. I feel horrible thinking this, but I dont have as much fun with high school friends, and dont look forward to seeing them as much. I kinds feel like its something to do while im not with my uni friends. This really makes me a bad person.

I dont know what to do about this, I cant just drift through life until the next time I can see my friends, because what am I doing in between? Just existing. And I dont want my life to be like that, but I feel that anything I do do is just to fill a gap.

I think im going to start having to do things to meet new people, as I need to expand my horizons and have more actual fun, not just time filling activities. 8 months ago