I have the best boyfriend in the world. He is so good to me and loves me so much. But I am a woman. I often find it hard to keep my emotions in check. So we fight sometimes lately. We really shouldn’t because we are so good together.
I want to try to cut him some more slack and be more understanding. I want to try to enjoy our time together more, and worry about how much time we actually get less. I also need to understand that we have very different backgrounds and family lives, and that it will only help to make him a better family man later on.
Apr 06, 11:43AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
GUrlinmee is staying home from everything due to pink-eye
i want to be the best gurlfiend i can be. i would do any thing for this guy
Nov 15, 10:57AM PST | 0 comments
Another guy comes trotting along my unfortunate little brick road called life. One guy more amazing than the others. I have never met anybody like him. He sees things in me, that I never though I had. He sees hope. He sees that I can be a good person. He sees hope for us. We aren’t together yet, but I know we will be when he comes back. Right at this point in time, he’s in Mississippi (4 eyes that can’t see), but he is coming back to me, just for me. He wants to be with me. He’s in love with me, and to be completely and utterly honest I’m falling for him. He’s the only one I want to share the rest of my life with. He makes me so happy. We have never had a fight, nor an argument. I’d like to keep it like that. I could never see us in a fight or argument. He’s perfect for me. We have everything you could possibly think of in common. We’ve been through the same things and the bad times, but truthfully I think even though we aren’t together, the friendship grows and makes the future relationship better for both of us. We are dedicated to each other. I just hope everything works out and he comes back to me. You might just think he’s just another guy trying to get inside my pants, but I know the truth. He isn’t that kind of a person. He is sweet and kind, generous, smart, helpful, caring, graceful, and most of all, he is simply himself. He has the cutest sense of stupidity, and the most amazing smile I’ve ever seen, and that might sound weird, but it’s just the way he makes me feel that makes me write about him. I swear if I lose him, I’ll lose myself. I love him more than anything, even my ex. I said I was in love with my ex, and I was, but now I only feel the love that friends share with him, but with the other guy, I feel so much more than just friends. So much more than just boyfriend and girlfriend. I feel like we’ve always been connected and that we were meant to be together.. I don’t know. Maybe I’m crazy, but I’m crazy about him.
Evie.
Oct 13, 07:49PM PDT | 1 comment
My boyfriend and I have the best relationship. I love him to pieces. He has every quality anyone can ask for.
*Sweet
*Thoughful
*Sexy
*Compliments me all the time
*So Smart
*Driven
*Committed
I mean you name it he has it, I just want to be the best I can be for him, I know he tries so hard for me.
Sep 10, 2008, 12:16PM PDT | 0 comments
I think I will start with asking him what he thinks makes a good girlfriend, and what makes a bad girlfriend :D
might see how I go!
Aug 12, 2008, 05:04AM PDT | 0 comments
I am with the most wonderful man that I could ever be with. He makes me the happiest I have ever been but ther is just one problem. I feel like I am never good enough. He says he thinks I am the best he can do but he says I make him feel unspecial and like he is every other guy I have been with. He feels like I never change even though I feel like I have given up so much and changed for the good so much for him. He doesn’t ever see it I feel like I should leave him so he can find the best I feel like He deserves the best that life can give him and if thats not me I want him to be the happiest he can be. I love him more than life itself. I would do anything for him but I feel like he could do better should I leave him so that he can find that?????
Aug 09, 2008, 01:17AM PDT | 0 comments
So I have a new boyfriend, and i hate to admit this, but i miss my ex. The boyfriend i have now is amazing, but i just feel like he doesn’t want to be with me as much i want to be with him. I feel like he just wants me as a pillow, or something temperary, and i don’t like that. I can find a lot of reasons not to date him, but there is one that over rules them all. I’m in love with my ex, and my ex is in love with me.. i don’t know how to deal with this anymore. My life is going all over the place. I want to get away from it all. Sometimes I feel like screaming, but i’m afraid the neighbors will hear and send for help. The help that I need, no one will be able to cure. So I ruined things again with my ex. I always ruin thing. I screw things up badly, then when I want it back, it’s gone.. or I can’t have it back because I lost my chances of ever getting it back. I used it up, and now when i need it the most, i can’t have it, i can’t use it. I’m a mess. I’m a screw up. I’m Karma. I’m bad luck. I’m a disaster. I’m someone who needs help with no cure to saving me. I’m a waist of time. Especially yours.
Bye.
Evie.
May 10, 2008, 04:13PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
Ok, so I have this boyfriend, and we are going through something called fighting and arguing. It’s been going on since we’ve been going out, and well it’s not working. We try to make the relationship better each day, but we always end up mad at each other and in a stupid arguement. I hate that and it tears me apart. I can’t do anything about it because he is a sensitive guy and well he’s kind of annoying at times. The other bad news is that I like someone more than him. I know that’s bad. My boyfriend is in love with me, but i don’t feel the same as how i had before. My feelings are draining my body each day we fight. The person I like, really likes me too. Me and the other guy get along great, we have more things in common then i could ever imagine. We dislike the same things, and we have “problems” that are the same too. And by that I mean, I have a crying disorder, or problem, so I can’t cry, and he can’t cry either. It’s so weird knowing that there is someone that is for you, to fill in the empty spaces in your life. My current boyfriend is not like me that much at all. I wish he could understand but i know he just can’t. I care about him, though. I don’t want to hurt him. I don’t want to hurt him like I hurt myself by doing this to myself. I hate decisions, and this is the biggest one i will have to make right now. Any advise? I need some right now! Please and Thank you, Evra.
Mar 14, 2008, 05:15PM PDT | 1 comment
ahhhh i cant seem to trust him and its nothing HE did its whats happend to me in the past and i dont know why im shilding my heart because i dont want to lose him
Dec 02, 2007, 11:05PM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
unfortanatly..
22 months ago
Unfortanatly I screw everything up when i’m in a relationship and i screwed things up AGAIN!! i loved him with all my heart, but i made a big deal out of things, and our relationship failed.. just like me.
i’m a failure and i’ll always be. i hate myself for ever doing anything! if that makes sence..
Sep 09, 2007, 02:47PM PDT | 1 comment