get thin again

I can’t believe I wrote this as one of my goals and carried it out.
I lost a lot of weight in a short space of time and now have no energy to balance everthing.
I have a history of an eating disorder… what was I thinking?!

The habits I got though, in eating more raw food, smoothies etc, I will keep up. But I can’t keep trying new diets and trying to lose weight all the time!

I don’t want my life to be a weight loss programme.
I want it to be a life.