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is the second time my sister in law beats me, I call the police this time & press charges, my mother is asking me to drop them because that will hurt my brother (is he´s wife, ) and child.

today she beat me in front of their kid , I try to defendmyself but my mom holded me & no one helped me , I am just now back from the hospital.

Frankly. Frankly. I am tired & won´t give up the charges, since I have gave her the oportinity to apologize. she never apologized the firts time she hurted me last year on Nov.

today she beated me over a domestic issue. I a m 27 single, she is 25 married to my brother & accuses me that I am trying to steal the love of the baby away. to me that is the most painful part she is so wrong. I just happen to LOVE my nephew.

my mom is crying that if iu do not drop the chargers I´ll hurt her, the baby (4yrs) and my brother whom is a Leukimia survivor. ( I donated my blood to hem) I lended money to them, even my car, for months & took the bus to my work place.

Frankly I need the Torah point of view, since I am pressing charges against her for battery & emotional & phisycall abuse. they do not have money. they live in my house wich I support…I can´t take it!!!

I am desparate asking G-D to punish her for what she did m, butt at the same time I feel bad for my brother & mom. even when my brother did not apologized for her either.

I am like in the middle, I am the victim, but my mom is asking me to not to go foward since she is trying to put me in a guilt trip. I ask my mom, dpes she has the civil value to apologize??-the answer is no.

& I still need to have her in my housefor a weeekkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!! a whole week!!!!!!!!!! she won´t go! and the title of my house is my mother name so I can´t trow her away!!!!!!!!

What can I do!!!! ??

I need to apply let go let G-D ! i get stressed & it affect my heakth I tend to get estressed ´& get stomack ache or other horrible sintoms like acne & pain. i believe is psicosomatic..whrever that is spelled.

i ask G-D to gime me strengt
don´t tell G-D you have big problems, tell your problems you have a big G-D!!!!!

internally, spiritually, physically, emotionally, visually and mentally.

really hard… too many family issues

really hard… too many family issues

My mother once said to me, “If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans.” She meant that life would take me—and everyone else—on its own journey: one of changes, unpredictable and unexpected transitions and tough decisions. The sooner I understood I was subject to a bigger plan, the happier and calmer my life became

i feel almost there

its awesome

i feel pain in my back i feel , sad, i feel awful, for this death aniversary, buti am sure is G-d will my grandpa pass away & i feel sad of not having hem, but i know is my ego, searching for hem to keep spoiling me,

I pray that any place he is is ok. & free as he always want it to be.

kisses to heaven grandpa!
Love you
your otro dolor.

I can finally say I did it