Whole my life, I’ve lied. Sometimes big lies, other time small lies. But the thing is that I want to stop lying. I feel so dirty and I feel that Im disappionting God. I want to become a sincere and an honest person.
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i could totally understand with your words. as i used to lie, just to hide the stupid things i’ve done, and wish people could have a good image of me. but that’s stressful, cuz i need to make a new lie to cover the old one. i hate this feelings, so i decided never lie again. but i’ve heard people saying once you are a liar, you will start lying all your life. is that true? i’ve 2 good friends who really never lied. i respect them!!! i know i am this kinda person they hate most, so i want to change myself. it’s not easy i know, but i want to! anyone has good suggestion on how to improve myself? i am so stressful when i facing myself, i hate myself!
I’m doing better every day.
I’m not telling any lies it is just being economical with the truth sometimes.
Treefern is secretly a ninja
Its not so much that I lie, its just I exaggerate things and as I am always trying to hide my past, I confuse it deliberately, does this make sense? I feel other people would never understand the simple truth and I would be judged, also it is too painful to be a source of discussion or gossip,
So recently I have been avoiding exaggerating and avoiding certain topics, I think one of my problems is I can also be painfully truthful, which I guess it kind of ironic since my goal is to never lie,
found out today that alot fo my good friends were in a huge scam at work. they were ripping off thousands of dollars from the company. it makes me feel very strange. i want nothing but honesty in my life. no matter how difficult it is. brutal honesty. beautiful, pure, honest.



