I used to think I didnt need a boyfriend until i met a guy who i fell in love with. We lived in different countries but managed to meet in three different countries. He is five years older than me. And I gave my first time to him. But its not a happy ending story. He finally said we had better stay as friends. I blamed the distance.
Then I met several guys..just like passers-by in my life.
And there came with Ward, who is very special and different. I tried so hard to understand him and be with him but though he likes me, he treats me as a special friend. We text nearly every day and there are a lot of arguments in our conversation. We both dont know where the future will lead us..i remember he said, if i come to him again, he wont let me go anymore. thank god. we are in different countries now… so i guess i was in love again.. but i think i am tired now..his uncertain attitude.our endless arguments.. i know i can fly to his place once he asks me to do so.. but he just simply says i dont believe distant relationship..
so my two experience of falling in love all ends with distance. Though i am still keeping in touch in Ward, i am tired.. feel so sad and depressed these days..my friends say, fall in love with someone easier.
im on the road now.. gonna start my trip soon. and just open my mind and see who i can meet in the future. 6 days ago
I’m scared that I will never fall in love again. I’m scared that I will never find someone who will understand me and appreciate me. I’m scared that I will never get what I want. I’m scared that I will end up being alone. 1 week ago
Sometimes the hardest part isn’t letting go but rather learning to start over.You won’t be his first, his last, or his only. he’d loved before, he will love again, but if he loves you now what else matters? He’s not perfect and neither are you, and the two of you will never be perfect. If he makes you laugh, at least once cause you to think twice, and admits to being human, and making mistakes… Hold on to him, and give him all you’ve got, he is not going to quit poetry, he’s not going to be thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, don’t expect too much from him. Smile when makes you happy, cry when he makes you sad and miss him when he’s not there… 4 weeks ago
“I’m kind of pretty, and pretty damn smart. I like romantic things like music and art. And, as you know, I’ve got a gigantic heart! So why don’t I have a boyfriend?”
I guess I should stay positive and have hope that I will find love again.
Dear Cupid, I’m here.♥1 month ago
I guess this is something dumb to put, especially for somebody my age, but i’ve never been my age, and love is something i’ve experienced and wanted again after it crumpbled.. I was in an mentally, physically, and sexually abusive relationship for 2 years. It’s been hard to talk about it, but it left me depressed and lonely after it was over. I abused other people as he had abused me, but last year i began to fall in love with one of my friends who i didn’t know much about. ..Turned out to be a really amazing guy. He brings out the best in me, and i guess i brought out alot in him. He used to never speak.. Sometimes we still joke about our old ‘three word conversations’ and although i sometimes wish i’d said something to him sooner, i wouldn’t change anything… 1 month ago
and I’m not sure, if I’m capable to really fall in love again. I’m a bit more cautious now and I’m hardly meeting somebody new lately. 1 month ago
I wanted to write anything about this topic and the only thing that comes to my mind is the song” maybe it’s you; maybe it’s you; i’ve been waiting for all of my life”. crazy isn’t it. well, i can’t force myself to write something coz my mind is not working with me .besides it’s 21:00 here in germany. my day is done ..got to go to bed. chatting with someone from seattle is like chatting with my sister in asia. very exhausting..you think you’ve covered up every kind of subject you can think of and talk to..but it’s not. it’s chatting without an end. it’s fun but it’s time to go to bed. 1 month ago
JUst broke up with jenny need to find someone gud enough to share all my joys n sorrows…be with me till the end! being staright need a new gf 1 month ago
