SlayneB is thankful for many things this Thanksgiving.
that this ties right into “don’t let my Brat take over”. I have to actually sit down and talk to that side of myself to calm her down and do what I need to do. Then I plan something nice to reward her, another goal here.
I am so grateful to this list as it helps me with realizing things like this. Putting it down in black and white makes a huge difference.
Jun 13, 10:56AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
SlayneB is thankful for many things this Thanksgiving.
I made one that I dreaded, got yelled at, stayed calm, and got it over with.
May 19, 08:01PM PDT | 3 cheers | 0 comments
lainey80 is writing o/ws, and trying to be alive.
I get a little bit of courage and then become a coward again, I need to work on having courage and have more integrity
Aug 28, 2008, 03:50AM PDT | 0 comments
a hard thing to do, since when i’m confronted with fearful situations, i tend to THINK about them, not ACT…and in the end i don’t end up ever getting anything done…
Jun 03, 2008, 11:46AM PDT | 0 comments
Having the courage to confront situations head on, whatever the problem is. Its much better in the long run to have resolved a situation (even if it doesnt go the way you’d have hoped) than it is to just carry on with a problem niggling at you. And sometimes things work out amazingly!
Jan 04, 2008, 06:35AM PST | 0 comments
we were alone in the school foyer while everyone’s left already, she was sitting all the way across one side and me the other,
i just spontaneously called out her name, she looked at me,
so i becokened her to sit on the same table as me by tapping my table…
then i said straightforwardly “eh how come you hate us ah?” in a casual way
and we started chatting up old past and said our sorries for about 10 mins before i went home…
im glad and i was proud of my self to make a bold move like that!
May 27, 2007, 01:54AM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
i feel small. like my voice sometimes doesnt matter. i feel inferior to other people. my confidence is low, my feeling of being afraid high. how can someone obtain more courage, when i am constantly scared. i am afraid to do everything. i am getting married in july, and i am terrified to have all the focus on me. sometimes,i dont feel good(physically) and i am so scared that something is seriously wrong with me, that i suck it up and dont tell anyone, hoping it will just go away..instead of just going to the doctor to find out whats really wrong. i am getting to the point where i cant sleep, cause i am afraid of the dark, i dont just Want courage, i need courage. i want to be able to say something, and have courage that someone is listening, even just one person.
Apr 09, 2007, 09:18PM PDT | 0 comments
I told the guy I have a crush on that I have a crush on him, maybe not couragous to anyone else but it is to me _
Jan 13, 2007, 03:16PM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
It’s so hard to not be afraid of failing….
Oct 31, 2006, 10:37PM PST | 0 comments
i actually have decided that i dont want to do this anymore, after 1 1/2 month of living with him, i dont think i need to be legally tied to him. lol. its good enough as it is.
Oct 15, 2006, 08:39PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments