jerk off less

I’m going for the 30day mark one more time, if I don’t make it… oh well. I’ve made vast improvements on this since I first had the idea, years before I ever heard of 43things. 3 days down, 27 to go. I can do this, all I have to do is stay focused on the things I should spend my time on instead of masturbation. School, exercise, meditation, writing, Japanese… all of this and the huge stack of unread books that I could finish, and in some cases start.

30

This is the month I complete this goal. Nothing for 30 days.

Fuck Me Sidways! I will be honest and admit I fucked up today. I’m not giving up on this. I’m starting the 30 days over again. To my partner on this goal. I’m sorry. I fucked up. I’m pissed at myself. Feel free to be pissed at me too. Its what all the cool kids are doing.

Once I hit the 30day mark I’m done. I’ll mark this as complete and be done with it forever. I just don’t care.

This is a very difficult goal to maintain when you have a girl coming in your ear. It wasn’t even phone sex. It was phone molestation. And I wish I could have it more often. lol.

Thank the makers of Video Games. Such a great distraction. Usually the fast paced fighting games are more my style, but this game Nocturne is very consuming. Hell, the game begins when the world ends. That and it has Dante from the Devil May Cry series, and if you have looked over my 43things at all, you know I am obsessed with Dante. Hopefully games will continue to keep me from other “handy” activities. If they should start to lose their power, theres always mass murder. =Þ

I feel like that movie 40days and 40nights. Giving it up for AT LEAST 30 straight days, will opt for the extra 10 when the time comes. HA… comes. lol. Today, January 31st, is day 2. So, if my math is right, March 1st will be the 31st day. I’m actually “not” doing this with someone else, to help keep me accountable. Although that lucky bastard has someone to have sex with. Being oh so pure and virginal myself, I don’t have that luxury. Although someone told me they could tempt me, like in a phone sexy kinda way. But come on, thats the same thing, you just have someone listening in. Now, is it just me, or when you say you’re giving something up thats when your body says “I want it NOW!” I had the same thing happen when I tried to give up chocolate. But that was just crazy, giving up chocolate.