not be jealous

So that girl I wrote about I dont even think about her. I keep trying to remind myself that, that people you are jealous about well, time flies and they just are little memories, I cant even summon the feelings I felt for her(the jealousy).

Yet here I am again, I am jealous. I am living with three other girls next year(One of one of my closest at college) and My close freind and the other girl hang out a lot without calling me. I am jealous. Why?

Let;s think.

1. Do I hangout with other people and not call my close friend? Yeah.
2. Do I still love my close freind and me hanging out doesnt mean i have forgotten her? Of course!
3. Do i care about my close freind and want her to be happy and have freinds? yes

Logically it doesnt make sense! I need to just be not jealous and be greatful and jealous of MYSELF

I was never a jealous person until I met my current boyfriend. My past serious relationships were easy smeezy, they pretty much gave me anything I wanted on a platter (not money or anything like that, but they offered up their emotions on a platter) and my current boyfriend makes me work really hard to get into his heart. He has issues with his mother that is deeply rooted and he has a hard time fully opening up to women. I’m his first serious relationship and he’s 32….that should have told me something. He has been single the majority of his adult life, and along the way has made alot of friends that are women, and they come in and out of his life from time to time. I do love him more than anyone or anything, and maybe that is why I am jealous when he interacts with other women: I’m afraid of losing him and this intense love I have for him. I don’t freak out on him anymore lately, I’ve learned to reign in the “crazy” as I call it, but I still get a tingling in my stomach, and I feel my face get red, and I start to verbally question him, which I know he hates. I’ve done it all, thrown drinks in his face, broken plates, cussed him out in public, and of course looked in his phone. 90% of the time he doesn’t deserve this, he’s a wonderful man that has always been faithful and trustworthy, he’s just flirty, it’s his nature, but I’m just not used to this behavior from a boyfriend. Ugh, I just wish I could be the “cool” girlfriend that has no issues whatsoever with him flirting with other women, but I don’t know how to be…

I hate being jealous like this. It’s almost started up arguments with my girlfriend over the stupidest things but I read “How o not be jealous” on wikihow and I’m going to follow the steps and stop myself being jealous.

It’s just that I worry about losing the one girl I’m madly in love with so I spot things and worry.

I was cheated on in the past and that’s what’s bringing it on. I worry it’ll happen again. But I know it won’t so why am I like this?

Grrrrr!!! :@

I’ve decided on something: What I’m going to do either each night or everytime I get jealous of my girlfriend I’m going to write all the good things that we’ve done and what makes me trust her and hopefully that’ll help.

sucks real bad… Not worth

My boyfriend [as of 2 years, now] has a female friend that he’s closer to than he is me. But they’ve known each other since they were in diapers and been through thick and thin, so it’s to be expected. But I get so insanely jealous because I long for that closeness that I haven’t yet earned. It’s overwhelming.. I guess it’s just murder on the self-esteem.

Not that I’m insecure, just jealous beyond belief… But if I ever meet her, [she lives kinda far away], I’ll have to do my best.

Being jealous sucks seriously
It’s not like I was born jealous or anything it’s just that after being cheated on constantly by my ex and giving him chances after chances and letting him take advantage of it makes it hard on my next boyfriend. it’s just hard to believe that a guy wouldn’t do the same thing he would do you know?

Like i just hate it cause he sort of left me with an insecure feeling that all my relationships are going to be like that even though i have an amazing boyfriend right now.

but yeah i really have to get over being jealous cause it’s not who i am it’s a part of my past and i just want to be able to leave it there.

ok, so this has been on my list for what…3 months? no progress. actually, i might be getting worse. and you know, i don’t really mind. jealousy leads to creativity, creativity leads to blog content. perfect. at least there is an outlet for my insanity.

here are my thoughts: when mercury is retrograde, virgos go fuckin’ crazy. it’s also a time when exes seem to always get in touch. MORAL: if you are dating a virgo, maybe you shouldn’t meet up with your ex when mercury is retrograde.

see, i blame other people for my jealousy. god, i have issues.

i am overly jelouse i dont let my bf talk to any gurls if he works with them i have to know everything about them if there is some grl that i think is better looking than me i call her a whore or a slut and its all cuz im not confadent in my body. And i just need to find ways to make me feel better looking than them

im a super jealous bf. i get mad if my gf talks to guys in myspace and i dont want her to talk to guys who want her more then a friend. this is a big problem and im afraid of losing her because of this:(

i need serious help

I’ve been horrible with this. It’s something that’s definitely not healthy for your mind, also for the people around you.

I’m hoping that with this list of things I need to do I can possibly learn to better control myself & how I treat others.

I can do this.