So there have been opportunities. We’ve even had nice drive dates and when I say they’re nice- that’s about it. We talk and we laugh and we get along really well and whatever, but I seem to be waiting for him to make an official move. Then he tells me he might be moving to another town. Family reasons that cannot be expressed online.
It’s my fault. I hold back. I come off uninterested. I’m not doing it on purpose, it’s just I can’t seem to shake off this brick wall. He reckons there isn’t anything left for him here in the Isa anyway. I supportively agree with him and act as if it doesn’t bother me that he’ll be gone and I’d never go out with him again. I’m a glutton for punishment. I need to be smacked. 6 years ago