Wow, it’s been 5 years since i started reading fanfics and let me tell ya, they screwed me over. I’m so damn addicted to it that my grades dropped, my minds all fucked cause i can’t remember anything except for the stories, and i just dropped everything. My vision is damaged from staring at the monitor so freakin long too. Social skill: ZERO. Communication skills: ZERO.
Bittersweet. Perfect decription for fanfictions to me. I read them, it makes me feel happy to get away from my life. But then I get back to reality and my life just sucks. I’m not living. I’m just existing.
Soo, now i wanna break this habit. I’m going to start gradually. Tomorrow, I’m going to only spend one hour on the computer and not read any stories or even check them for updates.
This sounds sad, but it’s true. sigh So this is the plan for now. I use the computer only for one hour each day and read fanfics only everyother day. Start off little. Cause i learned the hard way that i can’t go cold turkey. It’s too damn hard for me. .;
