find someone like me

I wish I could find someone who feels the same pain that I feel every waking moment. Does anyone out there know how it feels to expect a sunny day and find out it’s being rained on by the one’s you loved most. The pain of finding out the one’s you thought loved you were just using you? If they only knew I would die for them… but they don’t care to listen.

Is there anyone who cares for the ones hurting? We all bleed when we are cut, but some have no one to patch the gashes.

I don’t have very many friends and I often feel like I literally don’t fit in. I guess you can say I’m what people would call a real goth (not a wannabe one) I don’t have money, I’m depressed, and I wear dark cloths and like dark things. I wouldn’t even be so open right now if I weren’t a little drunk. I suppose I’m giving my last hope out, my last light to try and find another like me, or particularly the sort of guy I’m looking for. I literally don’t care at all about looks, nor age. I just want someone who is romantic, kind, and passionate, and loves all the deeper romantic things in life. Someone who can help me find my light again. I also feel that I’m a bit different in other aspects on a spiritual level. People would say I’m weird or a complete freak if I openly tell them that I’ve had odd psychic occurrences and I felt that somehow I have two white wings on my back. I’ve wondered about it myself but it is just what is, the truth, and as far as the wings are concerned I don’t entirely know, but I feel them, unseen, but they are there non the less. I also have very many cold feelings against humans. So, if you are like me, or feel like you are like me in any way then feel free to contact me. Be my light to drag me out of this hole of darkness and make me forget all that has made me dark. If you want to know more about me then feel free to ask. I’m also a little sensitive on trust because of things that have happened to me, but go ahead and try me. One thing is for sure, at least I like being asked questions.

a best friend.
they always seem to come and go in my life.

just wanna find someone with intrests like mine, someone who i can talk to. And it dosent even have to be in a romantic way, just a friend who isent to smart, or to stupid, of fleeting, will just stick with me, have fun talk run around and go crazy with. (im pretty insaine so they have to balance that) and everything in between! but i want them to be interested in lots of things that i am! not just one particular one! wow…..im asking alot hugh?

my area is filled with airheads…....noone is real around here…..

22
female (looking 4 friendship)
taurus gemini
Australian
I live in the Sunshine Coast QLD
I love everything.
Day and night show me all different aspects
I grow and develope new skills everyday.
I love photography, the art of capturing and sharing images of the world is a flavour with alot of taste.

By saying that I want to meet someone like me I don’t mean appearance, what i mean by it is interests. I have a general interest in everything, so I end having to hang out with a lot of different people. But each and everyone one of them is more experienced in that field of information so it harder to talk to them about it. So if I find someone else who has a general interest in everything I won’t have to talk to so many different people and that person will have to same amount of experience so it will be easier to talk to them.

The only person I can even remotely relate to is in fact not a real person, but a fictional character-the phantom of the opera.
He was forever alone, thought hideous by the entire world. No one wanted to be near him and he was cast aside since the time he was born. When finally he finds someone to love, and someone who will talk with him, he discovers that she is in love with someone else. She leaves him to be with another…Tragic…
Pretty much sums up my life.

Someone who’ll make me feel like I’m not completely crazy.
help?

i would never be sad again